ah!!

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 18:00:19 GMT

ok...i was doing some research for a science article on Cnn.com when i came over an article (or a video rather) stating: "Gay Student Expelled."

there was a boy in kentucky asked to leave his college because of his gay lifestyle. it isn't "tolerated" or "accepted" at his school. he was on the dean's list. they found his myspace, proudly proclaiming his lifestyle, and the next day they asked him to leave. the school's explination was ridiculous, stating that they didnt condone certain behaviors and certain schools like those in san fransisco or on the left side of the country would gladly accept a lifestyle like his.

what. the. fuck.

just another reason why i am doing day of silence. not just for those who can't come out, for those who do and are discriminated against.

if you want to watch the video (i am not tech savvy i cant get the link on here...) go to cnn.com and go down to most popular videos. it should still be on there somewhere. it's only about a minute long.

i hate stuff like this.
much love guys i hope your lives are peachy..thanks for the warm welcome (back)

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je suis retroune

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 18:21:57 GMT

well i had a livejournal and now im back because i felt it was time to get a new one. back with my old one i was a completely different person. i've changed. im new. and i decided i want to keep track of all the bullshit thats going on in my life.

should i make a list? why not?

1) in three days i will be three months sober
2) on the 21st my father has his second court date, if he misses this one he will have two arrest warrants out.
3) im still not sure if im a lesbian or just bi. i dont want to be bi...and i know that has to be confusing to some ppl but it makes sense to me
4) im getting a 3.8 GPA but its meaningless to me. and i know that is bullshit itself. i dont care about my future i dont care about me. for some reason i can never see myself getting anywhere.
5) i wish i still cared about church, and about my afterlife. i wish it still meant something to me but it doesnt at all. apathy is a deadly motherfucking sin
6) im an attention whore. that needs to stop. i have a feeling if i stop trying so hard things will come a lot easier than they have been.
7) i need to quit smoking but the drugs were hard enough. i guess i should shut up and do something about it right?
8) im SICK. and im sick of being sick. i wanted to go to school today. i've missed 12 days so far. this semester. thats amazing for me.

and sure. maybe that isnt exactly the bullshit worth even putting up in a livejournal. but you know what? who fucking cares.

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stab stab, kiss kiss, bang bang

ah!!

je suis retroune